THIS POST IS DEDICATE TO NUR AFIQAH & NURUL SOFINA .

KORANG , DAH HAPPY BUAT AKU MACAM GINI ?THANKS AYY YOU BOTH !
I CALLED YOUR HOUSE/PHONE FOR LESS/MORE THAN 10 TIMES .

I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG TO GO OUT WITH YOU GUYS !
EH , SOFINA , KAU DAH HILANG KAU PEH IFADHILLA , AMEK AFIQAH ?
BAAAAIK UH ! I’M NOT STUPID LIKE YOU BOTH !
I CAN FEEL THAT YOU BOTH ARE TOGETHER WITH JAZLI JUST NOW .
I CALLED YOU SOFINA ” Oh sumpaaah ! aku tak ade ngan fiqah ! ”
” Aku tak boleh keluar! ” THESE ARE BULLSHIT !
OMG , PEOPLE WON’T TRUST YOU BOTH ANYMORE WHEN YOU DID THIS !
OH WTV ? SUMPAH KEBABAI !
I HAD NEVER EVER HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU TWO !
WORSSSSST ! ARRRGGGHHHH !!!!!!
THANKS A LOT !!!!!
PAPEEH UH EH ! NANTI KORANG STEPSTEP JE LAAH RINDU AKU ,
STEPSTEP JE TAK AKAN LEFT AKU OUT .
CHECK-CHECK BLAKANG2 , EH , AKU TAK NAK NANA IKOT SIOL.
EH , AKU BENCI SIA NANA !
WTV BULLSHIT , AKU TAK PERNAH SIAA BUAT GINI MACAM PAT KORANG !
WASTE AKU PEY TIME JE TUNGGU KORANG MCM BABI ,
CALL KORANG MCM BUDAK BODOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$##@~!@#$%^&*()_)%$w@!
THE ONLY WORD I COULD SAY IS ; THANKS !


Now, tears started to roll down my cheeks ):

MF!

semue bende kau nak?

Bile kau peh sisterlove kau dah benci,

pasal prangai die dah mcm * toooot *,

Kau amik aku peh, setiap kali aku nak otp nan die, nanti kau call!

!@#$%^&*

I’m being straightforward tau skg, kau nak nangis, kau nak sakit hati,

kau peh pasal! aku tak kisah.

tapi aku tau, satu kali kite akan baik.

Tapi prangai kau mcm !@#$%^&*(,

skg aku bilang kau pat aku peh TUMBLR.

aku tak pernah bual pasal ni pat siape-siape!

Pat my blood go up alr.

Thanks a lot, my house phone dah rosak kene campak pasal aku geram pat kau!

I know this post will be so call/ childish!

Aku pi camp, waah, HAPPY SIOL KORANG!

Pergi sane-sini, letak pat blog, i’m so happy when my she make my relationship blaabla!

Ni aku tak heran uh eh, tapi kan;

Kau peh sisterlove, kau kate prangai die mcm * tooot *,

aku biarkan, skg kau dah tinggalkan kau peh sisterlove,

kau amek aku nye! SIAPE TAK MARAH!

Aku tau lah kau baru balek, abeh nak call die sume?

Kau pat sane, call die, bukannye heran pasal aku!

OH THANKS! ” aku janji tak akan leftout kan kau, “

Blaaaablaaa! & now? WHAT I SEE?

omg, you don’t take your words seriously eh girl.

yaa, idc i’m leftout or not, but it’s over!

HELLO! IT’S OVER OKE!

MY BLOOD WENT UP TO IT’S MAXIMUM UH!

I REPEAT AGAIN! KAU NAK NANGIS, KAU SAKIT HATI KE APE,

AKU TAK KISAAAAH!!!!! PAHAM TAK?! TAAAK KISAAH!!!

I’m being straightforward now b’cause your over alr!

ARGGGHHH! AKU TAK AKAN MINTAK MAAF NGAN KAU PASAL NI POST EH!

I WON’T DELETE! IF YOU SAY SORRY, THEN I SAY

” Thanks, but i don’t need your apology. ”

!@#$%^&*(()(*$#!@#$%^&*()*&^%$#!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$# !!

Hello !
Sorry for not updating my tumblr/blog .
So , jyeah . Today was oke ~
Hmm , morning , woke up , Fafa have not wake up .
So , i just bathe , went out , to Madrasah .
Pssst , imma goodgirl . :D
Then , at 1 , reached home .
At 2.30 , went down , met Bobby ♥
Had fun with him , then we went up to this particular block ,
729 if i'm not wrong ?
Then blaaablaaaa ,
Went down , went to linkhouse , checked he's phone , he checked mine .
Heehe , goodboy , only my name in he's phone :D
Then , went to AP , bought stuffs .
He asked me whether i want anything , so i say i don't .
Then , send him until MRT gate , saay byebye ♥
Then , went home , on the phone with him .
Now , i'm bored . waiting for Mar's call ! Chis .

Hello, hello, baby , You called, I can't hear a thing.
Eeeeeeyer, merepek nye nana!
HAHA ! I'm back, i'm not happy to be back! hmpft.
grrrrr! :@
I DON'T WANNA GO HOME ( but actually i am at home -.- ) 
I WANNA REWIND TIME ! I WANT TO BE IN THE BUNK/CAMPSITE RIGHT NOW !
alaaaamak . chis burger btol uh .
Okay , wtv !
Let me post about the three days in Camp!
Wuuuuih, i suke seh! Masok bilik je dah pekik2 , eh wait . crite blom start .
hmm, btw, pictures is with Hazirah & Ninni (:
I'll grab them soon .
Kaayh, morning, woke up at 5.30am .
Got ready until 6.15 ,
6.45 went out .
Reached bus stop at around 7.00am .
Missed one bus -.-
I was so tired to run for it, so just leave it .
Next bus was so slow . Aiyeehr, i start to mengamok diri xD
Haaha! Met Arinah, went to MacDonald , waited for MalayDancers .
Saw Yasmin & Mira , went inside and waited for others .
Then Farah came in, following by Sirah.
Ordered our foods then waited for others,
Then, about 5 minutes, Najiha, Adelia, Ziezie & A'aii reached .
Ate , and talktalk .
Then headed to school. Saw a lot of people.
Ninni was waiting for us at the Entrance?
Wuuuih, waited for the bus, before that we gossiped about * Ehem * , 
Seniors ( Farah, Namira & Sirah ) was reading their Surah? ( i don't know how to say )
About how many minutes, the bus camp. 
Arinah & I slept inside the bus, was so tired!
When we reached the campsite, we were like " Is this where we gonna sleep? Omg, is that the canteen or something? This place is so creepy.. "
Lol, then went inside the Hall,
A'aii & Ziezie or Najiha's bulu roma naik.
Idk why .
Then we were break into groups,
Yasmin & Adel is together with me :D
First, teachers talked, it was so boring, i wanted to sleep.
Then, we were told to make a circle between our groups,
then first activity was the Green Activity?
I can't remember, we were suppose to pick up recycle materials to make something that is ' kene mengene ' dengan YOG .
Was so fun :D
We went into first/second place .
Then, had our Lunch, the food is like " EEEEWWWW ! "
We, malaydancers, didn't finished it up, not nice.
Chis Burger, we ate BANANA ! A'aii, Najiha, Ziezie & I were laughing our ass out when i talked something ' disgusting ' about the BANANA,
LOL. Superb funny. 
After that, check in to our Bunks & Rest.
We were was so happy when we found out we have to sleep on the BEDS, not FLOOR :D
Wuuuih! Kite happy seh, we pushed our Beds side-by-side .
It's not a single bed , but a double-decker beds (:
I like! But i slept below, malas la nak naik turun!
Then, restrest, shoutshout, take pictures.
This part i was sooooooo close to Sirah ((:
I LIKE ! :D 
Then, we headed to the Hall for Asthetics Activity..
We need to make a cheer/script/dance for YOG.
It was for disscussion only, 
after that was our Inter-CCA Games,
played soccer, but I didn't xD
Because.. :/ I don't know how to kick a soccer ball. 
Sirah laughed at me ): Awwww.  
Haaha! Then it was Wash-up, we didn't bath, no enough time, 
So we kecoh pat dalam Bunk .
THIS WAS MY FAV !
Me, Sirah & Yasmin act jadi minahrep & cakap " lu, gua " . 
Me & Sirah, bual baik punya. 
HAHAHAAH! i laughed till no voice xD
Then me & Yasmin act Spa , haaha! 
Klaakar sia, alamak, tidak bisa di lupa kan beb !
Then it was our Dinner,
Mr Tamil needs one volunteer then i shouted " YASMIN !"
Hahaaa , then she came to me and say " Lu pahal uh? " 
Then she acted rembat nana, haaha ! I laugh my ass out sia. 
Kite kecoh seh pat canteen, well, MERAK KAYANGAN THE BEST :P 
I can't recall what we eat, it's either we eat nasi ayam.  
After that it was our rest time, kecooooh!
Then it was our shower time, wuuuih, kecohkecoh!
TOILET PUN NAK KECOH! haaaha.
Then kitee baring sane-sini, kacau-kacau lelaki pat luar .
Banyak uhs, then Supper time, drank HOOOOOOOOOT! milo with Bread, nice :D
 11.30 , lights out , but still we kecoh. 
Haaha! Kite keluar amek BANANA & Roti sampai cikgu marah kite suruh masuk dalam.
Lelaki semua degil! Tak tido satu malam, beh kacau bunk kite!
Tsk, actually tak kacau, mcm skjap2 datang, bbual.
But irritating, nak dengar mj12 pn takde silence, CHIS BURGER.
Ninni went on the phone with her Fir a.k.a LazyPig xD ,
Namira went on the phone with Hairul a.k.a [ idon'tknowwho ] , 
A'aii went on the phone with her Din a.k.a [ idon'tknowwho ] , 
I went on the phone with Bobby♥ a.k.a PornStar , 
 Then at 3+, we slept, but i can't sleep at all. 
I started to sleep when it started rainning heavily , it was so cold (:
Mira told me that i sleep and " dreamt/talked " something.
WAS SO FUNNY! i laughed out loud when she told me on that morning when i woke up.
She told me that i say " Jangan! Jangan! Just jangan! "
Haaaha, funny! With my hand sign .
LOL XD
Then semue dah bangun, i sorang masih tido, haaha!
Namira/Adelia woke me up, thanks.
Then guys was like so sleepy, ni la ! siape suruh tak nak tido kan !
mandi semue, then Breakfast we ate Nasi Lemak &  HOOOOOOOOOT! milo , 
Then went to get ready for Amazing Race, wee.
GEREK!
We went to Changi Point, in the bus, Hanis, A'aii, Ziezie , Yasmin , Adelia & MYSELF was so kecoh sia .  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! 
I LIKE LAAAH , the bus was so noisy, we shoutshout , gossiped VERY LOUD . 
HAHAHA ! sengaje katekan xD 
Went around Changi - Loyang - Old Tampines .
BY walking ! haaha, imagine .
LOL, i'm so lame.
Then dah nak sampai ending point, semue dah pancit.  
Dah gitu, during our way back to our campsite, semue tido dalam bus .
Dah pancit sangat, sampai campsite , semue lari Bunk , baring2,
 bukak kasot semue, fuuuh! BAU BEB !
TAK BOLEH ANGS! haaha .
Then, it was BBQ time!
it was horrible ! HORRIBLE I TELL YOU .
But i had fun with my Bbyg , Ninni & Najiha A LOT !
A LOT I TELL YOU ! A LOOOOOOT OKAY !
LOL , gile peh budak -.-
We heard a lot of FROG SOUNDS and all . SERAM BEB !
Dah gitu, kite mandi ,
After having a fresh shower, we took video of us at the the camp , 
terserempak Ms Tan , she bought us POTATO CHIPS :D
We ate outside our bunks, semue share , Hanis too (:
Then, Hanis tibetibe engine rosak ( nak kentot ) 
Then, die kentot siket peh kuat ! 
Then yasmin try challenge, haaha! So cute, 
Tapi Hanis kentot lebih kuat, then kite ketawe tak stop . 
Ninni, Najiha, A'aii, Yasmin, Farah & Hanis semue makan pat luar, 
WE GOSSSSSIP ALOT (:
Farah citekan byk, i like!
BEB, CIUM PAT CAMPSITE, HAHA! TAK SABAR-SABAR PE?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA ! Ape cite sia?
KEKEK UH LU! hahahaa.
Everytime Farah sees her, she will like "EH, MUKE KALAU CANTEK TAKPE! " 
THEN I'LL LAAAUGH MY ASS OUT . 
 Then by 12am, semue kene masuk . 
Semue berebut uh bile cikgu keluar, kecoh sia kite.
I slept beside Naj & Ziezie, Ziezie bual pat telephone macam ngah pekek !
Then, dgr mj12, semue dah start nantok, so we slept, next morning, 
cannot bangon, i bangon, tros tido balek.
Arinah & Syafiqah also. Haaha!
Then it was breakfast, we ate Mee Goreng , the Mee was cold -.-  
Then we pack up, camwhore, i tertido, then hanis & haziq inside our room, ngah lepak-lepak, i heck care xD 
Then it was our time to go home ):
But wait! We didn't (:
Inside bus on the way to Semb Sec, KECOH HABISHABISAN BEB!
 We shoutshout sume (: 
Heeehs, i like!
Then reached Sembawang Sec, Merak Kayangan camwhore-d with Ms Tan (:
Thanks HaziqKecik for snapping it for us (: 
Then we proceed to MacDonalds, kecoh habis sia. 
But then , sadly Ninni didn't tag along ): 
Maam MacDonald milik kite gitu .
Then ateateate, Yasmin, Arinah & Syafiqah went home,
Left,  Wani, Najiha, A'aii, Zara, Fir, Khai, HaziqKecik, Hanis, Ziezie, Adelia , Kari . 
Then Najiha & Hanis left .
Left  Wani, A'aii, Zara, Fir, Khai, HaziqKecik, Ziezie, Adelia , Kari . 
Then, Fir & HaziqKecik left,
We proceed to a block near to Arinah's block .  
Slack there, then everyone go home, i hug.
Include Namira, Yasmin & ALL  .
Semuenye i hug (:
Cume tak hug, Farah, SirahSachek, Hazirah, Izza, Andriyana saje .
Chis,  Then went home, and on comp (: 
Currently chatting with Ninni, A'aai, Sofina & Sirah (:
 ' Till here, i miss Delta so much ): 
Delta = Our Bunk .
Btw, @ Camp , did otp with bobby ♥
But the second day , i didn't ):
I Don't think today i would otp with him ): I'm so tired alr ..  

P/s : Huzzy & KhaiKecik was so cute , They sang Single Ladies in the toilet . Dari tingkat satu buley dengar (:  

Hello There!
Haaaish, tomorrow is already camp.
I'm so not looking forward for it ):
Namira says it's haunted. Oh myyy!
Hope WE didn't see anything there.
Btw, baby told me to call him before i sleep.
Aww, how sweet? Arinah, lend me your phone smallie!
Heehes.
So, lemme post about today.
Nothang much, tried to get through him,
but he didn't pick up.
Nvm, but he online-dd, so webcam time (:
Met bariah @ ADM and took my Sweater.
She's sexy! Wuuuuih, i like.
Then ate Time-Out ( :
Weee, i suke (:
Oke, not much today ):
Hmmm, i guess i'll end it here.
Byeebye!

Guys are just jealous , that we love Justin Bieber more than them .

Hello, today was okay.
Dua orang mcm dua-belas orang okay !
Pagipagi , i dah call Bobby .
Then , bariah sebok !
Dia call , then we talk , plan nak pi mane .
Dia kate nak pi cwp , McCafe , dia blanja & buat homework .
Kite kecoh seh tadi pat causeway !
Nampak orang gile yang Isha takot tu , kite lari mcm orang gila .
Niari Bariah sexy .
Dia pakai Tanktop & high-waist skirt .
I Likeee !
Then kite pi McCafe , lastlast kite makan tak blaja -.-
Bariah blanja i Double Cheese Burger,
Oreo Cheese Cake & Double Chocolate Frappe .
Then i beli Shaker Fries .
Then pi rumah i , dia shiok sendiri amik gambar sini sane,
i pulak pat katil bual sini, bual sana , ketawe sini , ketawe sana,
tergolek sini , tergolek sana ngan Bobby . <3
Dalam pukul 6+ , say Byebye to Bariah .
Nampak orang gila lagi satu tersenyum- senyum,
apa lagi? LARI LA !
heeehes . lepas tu, dah balik .
Pack bag nak pi Camp .
Bobby suruh i call die everyday sebelom tido .
Dia suroh , pasal nanti i rindu dia (:
hehe . Then tadi dia bilang i , bila dia on the way balik ,
pat MRT sane , ade anjing kejar dia !
hahaha ! i ketawe tergolek- tegolek .
tsk . Haaha ~ cute sia .
Kaay la , i nak call dia , byebye !

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 11:44 PM

♥

LINK MY NEW TUMBLR :D
http://silentlyin-love.tumblr.com

But My blogger is still half dead (:
Not gonna delete it :D

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 11:03 PM

♥

Ay Chica Nana (:
LOL , i'm so lame -.-

Come, ask me anything ♥

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 1:34 PM

Thursday, June 10, 2010 ♥

HELLO WORLD ! \m/

I'm bored , so i'll update (:
Hmm , i woke up at 0848 .
Called Bobby for like a lot of timeeeees .
Aiyooo, he didn't wake-up .
At 0940 he woke up.
He told me to wake him up, so i called him a lot of times.
Then i heard his slenge bacen voice.
LOL, then we bathed at the same time.
I accidently slept for a while.
Then, i got ready from school while webcaming with him.
He went offline, so i called until i step out from house.
I put down the phone. Then went to meet Chikaah Cmallie.
Went to Malay Dance, dancedance, feel like dying maaan just now.
Sec Ones were so lazy to dance.
I feel like screaming in their ears!
I counted alone, they didn't count, i feel like kicking one-by-one!
Argh, then my group was scolded since they didn't do well,
pity me ):
Then reached home, chatted with Bobby.
He went offline and said he went to Karate Kid with his family.
So he'll be calling me at night.
Okay, adios!

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 7:57 PM

♥

Hello World ! \m/

hmm , sorry for not updating this dumbdumb blog .
Heeeehs , i'm in love .
Some of you may know who he is (B)
Hehe, have been talking to him on the phone for 2 days straight .
And we were like talking on the phone for less/more than 3 hours .
He scare me a lot . He told me about hantu beside , infront , behind me .
Grrrr ! Then i scare him until he didn't sleep , and he was awake until 7am .
Haha ! He'll accompany me 'till I'm very sleeeeeeeepy ~
Then we'll put down the phone by saying I Love You .
Lol , currently calling him since he told me to wake him up -.-
Okaay , blaablaa .
Skip , Malay dance was okaaaay ~
my foot hurts a lot , i felt like my skin is peeling out .
But nvm , EXERCISEEXERCISE !
hahaaaa , talked with Namira about * ehemehem *
Hahaaa ! Blaablaablaa ,
Kay , done . haha ! BYE .

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 8:59 AM

Friday, June 4, 2010 ♥

YESTERDAAAAY WAS AMESOME !
Better then the days i went out with Sembawang Sec ( no offence -.- )
Felt like a p6 student yesterday and flashback happened .
I said to ashira " rinduh eh kenangan laameh , biyleeh kiyteh p6 eyh . Mcm naak rewind pn adeh ! "
okaaayh , at first , Bariah , Khalisah & Sabrina went to my house , we camwhore-d here & there .
Can't wait to go to Bella's Party . Aww , MY JUNIORS :D
MY ONE & ONLY LOVELY JUNIORS ♥ , because i'm the friendly-iest senior for them .
Nyeeeeehs . Went out , to CWP . Bout Oreo Cheese Cake \m/ for BELLA .
Ended up , we ate that Oreo Cheese Cake . Hahaaa !
Then find Bella's House , they were so stubborn !
I know where is her house , and they were like " Ehh , over there ! Ehh , no ! Over Thereee ! "
So , i just kept it to myself laaahr .
Then reached BELLA'S HOUSEEE . OMG ! SUMPAAH GEREEEEKKKKK !
35 peeeeeopleeeees in her house , karaoke-ing , dancing , screaming .
WUUUIIIH ! ME LIKEEEEE !
we played games , theeen blaablaaa .
went in , TANTEEE BOUGHT KFC FOR US !
I GOT TWO ZINGER BURGER , 2 MASH POTATO !
ELDA GOT 3 ZINGER BURGER , 2 MASH POTATO !
HAHAAA ! Tamaaak lahr you mummy .
One part where Bella was sabo-ed , fun !
We put cake at her face , then splash her using pepsi/coke .
Her nice dress was all ruined !
Hahaaaa ~
One people left , so 34 people went to plaaay block catching .
OMG , SWEAR IT WAS FUN !
All they way , Elda , Khalisah , Ahtiqah , Ciko & Myself was at level 1 , no one were there to catch us .
Then , Khalisah & Atiqah played cheat !
They went to the other block .
Hahaaa !
Then elda was catched , i run like one bloody girl .
Hahaaa ! Swear fun .
Tehen i heard my small little p5 junior fell ):
Awww , abriah was there to massage him .
After massaging him , he can still continue RUNNING .
HAHAHAA ! SO CUTEE I TELL YA'LL .
Then , everyone daah pancit .
WE KARAOKE ! Wuuuuuih ~
DANGDUUUUUT TIMEEE !
Ciko , Reezuan , Hafiz , Mai & Me joget , gelek dangduuuut beb !
Then at 7+ , all went home .
Left me , Bariah , Nadya , Salehin & Hafiz .
Sumpaaah gereeek ! Sumeh bukak present bella .
Hahaaa !
then after that , i wrestling with thaaat stupid guy , SALEHIN !
Hahahahaaaa , then bariah went inside Bella's room .
Then she scared , blaablaaa .
Then we prank-ed her , me , hafiz , bella & Salehin laughed like mad !
Hahaaa , we gave her the killerjo.net .
LOL , SO FUNNNNNNY !
Then went home at 9+ - 10 + .
Walked with Salehin & Hafiz .
we chit-chat a lot .
Then they asked me whether have i ever fall in love with a p6 2010 guuy .
Then i was likeeee ' NO ! '
haaaahaaa ~ then reached circle greeen , said byeebyee to them ~
Haaaish , yesterdaay was like the craziest thaaaang maaan !
I LOVEE IT ♥

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 10:50 AM

Thursday, June 3, 2010 ♥

Helloooh people ,
I've made a new blog .
But it's a private oneeee .
Only someeee people i know , and i trust could enter it .
Just leave your email to vieew .
But if i didn't invite , it means , i don't want you to read my privacy .

Ohh-Sayaangku.Bs.Com
Click thee link !

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 10:49 AM

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ♥

haaaish , memories ): , now whaat happened ? I cried when i read my old posts .
Where are all your promises ? I regretted when i misplaced my handphone ):
i got a lot of his pictures with me ))): oh god ! i wanna rewind time badly .
i read my history with this guy , i cried badly D; haaish , !

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 9:44 PM

Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ♥

HELLO WORLD ! \m/

currently @ Nanaah's house .
Hmm , felt very lonely .
well , nothing to say actually .
hmmm , i need ahyul's house number , ANYONE ?

I realised, i'm always last .
You said i won't leftout , but i am D;
You say you're the one always is wrong ,
but if you did your flashback ,
I'M THE ONE WHO IS WRONG .
Everything , everyone blame it on me .
Like hello , when you're leftout , you have a lot of complains .
But when i were leftout i only say " I'm leftout " , not complains .
& they went to you . Argh , thanks .
You got everything you want !
Now what ?
you all laugh here & there , but me ?
Over here like an piece of invisible thang !
you say i'm fat & act cute ?
I don't care .
Kau anuh kutok orang yang tak benci kau ,
kau nanti satu hari kene lebih rabak dariy aku la !
ARGH :@ !!!!!!!!!!

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 6:48 PM